strainer10 ([info]strainer10) wrote,
@ 2004-04-30 18:27:00
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Current music:Jagged Edge - I gott

My way
It is upon me again, the dreaded exams. I say to you exam, fuck you. You have stressed me enough and now it is my time to kick your sorry ass. DBMS2 I know I will be facing you with a minimal amount of grades but guess what, fuck you too. My intention is to kick your ass, I have kick logics in the ass already. You, yes you C programming I know you are planning to ambush me but to you I also say, "fuck you motherfucker".

Today is a friday and though you might expect me to be out drinking and partying I say no. I intend to study, and prepare my mind for the onslaught you all will bring to me. With each stroke of my pen, like Bruce Lee practicing his Kata so shall I be flawless and smooth. I will approach you cautiously, not being over confident but like a fight respects his opponent but does not fear him.

I am preparing mind and body for our showdown, I am in need of rest and a little fun and you have deprived me of these for four months now. Your death will be a slow painful death and I will take great pleasure from it.

And on another note, I am in need of something no one can give me but myself....you might be asking yourself what could that possibly be. The thing is it could be a wide range of things, confidence, love of self, the need to remove all self loathing.

I am hoping to come out of that slump soon, I really want to join a gym and do some work out. I generally feel good about myself when I am lifting weights. Worst if I see any signs of improvement, you know chest, shoulder, arms, legs...I can't wait.




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Doc finally reach
(Anonymous)
2004-07-24 11:46 am UTC (link)
Hey Strainer....Dr D has finally managed to come prips your site. Bwoy, you cuss dat exam good still, it suppose fe tiyad o hear de word phuck! ;-)

I agree with what Angry Dawg seh still re the accomplishments in one's life. We all have goals and dreams for oursleves. You are presently studying...no doubt to try and fashion a career related in some way to your present studies. Respec. I have been there. I know what it is like to not be forever on the session scene when all you bredren dem (who may well be working too and earning money) gone outta road pon Friday nite drinking juice and flexing wid phat gyal. But you jus haffi hold you corner and beat book. But, eventually, you'll be able to look back someday and hopefully realize that it was worth it. Education is something that nobody will ever be able to take away from you. Knowledge is power and people get paid for that.

Aside from us having goals for ourselves, I feel that God (I don't know anything of your religious convictions) has a plan for each and every one of us. Hopwever, that plan is not black and white....we can help to modify it, and to allow this, He gives us the ability to make choices and a conscience.

In addition, despite all I have written above, I also am a true believer that nothing in our lives happens before its time. Jus easy and gwaan beat you book, lift two weights if it mek you feel good and in time things will happen for you. Personally, there are things in my life that have not yet happened for me which I would like to see as well. However, if it is God's will, it will happen. So, I am not going to fret too much.

Sorry to flood yu site with this long sorta philosophical blurb, but a so me res sometime. First time here and come een like me come fe tek over to rahtid! I will keep visiting and link up de man site. Tek it easy.

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